Acap D.

If only.

2010-05-26T23:30:00.000-07:00

If only I have the time to spend it with mom.
If only I have the time to spend it with my family.
If only I have the time to meet up with all my circle of friends.
If only I have the time to enjoy a whole day with my loved ones.
If only I have the time to have daily proper meals.
If only I have the time to relive my past-times, good times. :)
If only I have the time to even cut my nails once a week.
If only I have the time to have a neat haircut every 3 weeks.
If only I have the time to play my guitar again.
If only I have the time to think about myself.
If only I have the time to do things right.
If only I have the time to clean my room.
If only I have the time to show everyone my full potential.
If only I have the time to appreciate the smallest things in life.
If only I have the time to learn something new of my interest.
If only I have the time..

2010-05-24T21:12:00.000-07:00

Its not fair.

2010-05-18T05:32:00.000-07:00

R.I.P Ronnie James Dio.
Your music will always be remembered by me and my family.

2010-05-18T05:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 26th Honey! Yesterday was damn nice! Hehehehe.
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH <3

2010-04-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

Im sorry, it had to be the one you love the most,to hurt you.
I never deserved you, you deserved the best.
After all you ve done and sacrificed,this is what did in return.
Let me cry a sea if i must,but it will never heal your broken heart.
Let wail and say sorry all i can,those words wont heal your broken heart.

You people have ruined my life. Look what this has come to.
SO much for weekends.
And why must you make it a wall paper?Dont pin any hopes.
Dont even bother. I was just being polite and nice.Thats it. Dont bother thinking so much.
I dont like it.Im blissfully attached.I made a mistake in being too friendly.A Mistake.

Oh Allah,please lend that beautiful girl your strength,to overcome this mess that ive created myself. She doesnt deserve all these just because of my mistake.I pray that you will give her the peace of mind,patience,perseverance and ultimately strength she needs now, to let her overcome this mess of mine. What have i done,what have i done.

Warmness On My Soul.

2010-04-08T10:05:00.001-07:00

This is for my Beautiful Girl.

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I Love You Very Much.

2010-03-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

Its amazing how when it comes to my friends,they seem to be enjoying their holidays hard.
Its amazing how their parents make them study, work hard, but let them enjoy their life like they want to.Its amazing how when it comes to their parents, overnighting somewhere with their buddies isnt much of a big deal.Just that they have to take care of themselves.Its amazing when it comes to my friends,skating overnight isnt a big deal with their parents.So long as they dont get in trouble and take care of themselves. Its amzing when it comes to them,thonning at a bbq pit isnt much of a big deal to their parents.They ARE ABLE to enjoy these times with good friends without any hassle.Its amazing my friends get to spend the whole night out on new years till the next morning without their parents making a big fuss out of it.

Its amazing that when it comes to me,my parents have 1million and 1 reasons to prevent me from enjoying my life,thonning with friends,skating overnight,celebrate new year for a whole dawn.IM 19 FRO GODS SAKE.IM A GUY FOR GODS SAKE. Why cant i be like them?
Why cant i enjoy my teenage hood just like them?Why must i be held back?Its never fair for me.Since i was in secondary school I NEVER could do all those things.Everytime my friends ask me out for an overnight session, i have to repeat this sentence everytime to decline, "My parents dont allow me". Till now i still have to say that bullshit phrase over and over again.Im so ashamed to have to say that. Why cant you let me enjoy my night life and freedom? Everytime i raise this topic, you keep reminding me of that incident.Its as if that incident hadnt give me hell already.I think 100 million times before i do something stupid because of that incident.I swear i fucking regret it.Do you know that each time you raise that incident its giving me more hell?Its totally not helping me move on with my life.Whenever my close friends invite me for an overnight fishing or stayover,i have to decline because youll keep on relating to that stupid incident.Its not as if i dont regret it.Deep inside i badly wanna enjoy life like all my buddies do.I want to feel my life.Until when must i be held back from doing all these great things?Until when must i be bounded? Why must you think of 1million and one reasons to not let me go? Why must you still control my life so much that i feel like a primary school kid? WHY?Both of you, WHY?

Cheese a crowd.

2010-03-23T04:44:00.000-07:00

BY!This is for you.Hahahahah.
Bau LU.
LU Bau!
HAHA.

ILYVM (:

2nd.

2010-03-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

Happy 2nd Anniversary Sweetest.
I Cinta You Very Much.
Thank you for everything Sweetest.

"Aku hanya ingin kau tahu,
Besarnya cintaku,
Tingginya khayalku bersamamu."

Hey Apple.

2010-03-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hey Apple.Wonderful Saturday darling.Hehe.
Hey APPLE.

Love you loads <3>

2010-03-11T22:33:00.001-08:00

You.

2010-03-11T02:17:00.000-08:00

2010-03-08T08:37:00.000-08:00

Thats how long its been.
Our big day. <3

2010-03-06T06:55:00.001-08:00

Why am i always like this.

2010-03-03T19:50:00.000-08:00

You fucking shit. Who do you think you are.

2010-03-01T08:25:00.001-08:00

2010-02-23T03:36:00.000-08:00

tujuh belas kosong tiga kosong lapan. Love,A.

2010-02-23T01:21:00.000-08:00

What a bum i am,what a bum.

Knowledge is power.

2010-02-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

I learned something Wow today.
I know HTML. Cool you know.
THANKS BY (:

2010-02-17T23:32:00.000-08:00

A hug for love, a hug for happiness, a hug to support in times of need, a hug to show that you care, a hug to demonstrate that human compassion is more about freely giving to those in need, and a hug to show that your heart feels more than just through words.” Byron Pulsifer

“Millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and I put my arms around you.” Jacques Prévert

“A hug is the shortest distance between friends.” .
“You can’t wrap love in a box,
but you can wrap a person in a hug.”
“I love hugging. I wish I was an octopus, so I could hug ten people at a time.” Drew Barrymore
“A hug is a handshake from the heart.

23rd Honey.

2010-02-16T08:04:00.000-08:00

Happy 23rd Months Honey.
ILoveYouLoads (:

Heres a song for you.
Hope you like it.

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Me.

2010-02-13T09:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wonder,

What is my stand in life?
What have i to say about life?
Who am i?
Why am i the way i am now?
What am i actually trying to be?

Skate Motivation

2010-02-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

If my kickflips are constant, GET MYSELF A NEW SKATE SHOE! :D

Yesterday was a great day at sentosa.Pics will be up soon.

Meeting babe later for study session! (:

2010-02-02T06:45:00.000-08:00

TOMORROW IS SKATE DAY! FINALLY!

2010-01-28T03:02:00.001-08:00

Chili padi soup anyone?

FALLEN.

2010-01-26T06:37:00.000-08:00

I want to get this shoe badly soon.I couldnt find the low cut picture. So this will do for blogging.The Chief,illl get you soon hopefully.SSAVEEEEEEEEEEE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-21T06:29:00.000-08:00

So much for being 18.So much for legal age.So much for being eager.
Im still back to square one.Wtf for?

Happy 22nd (:

2010-01-16T07:59:00.000-08:00

Give me more loving than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feeling sad
Tell me I'm special even when I know I'm not
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
Barely get mad
I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

It's as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you
I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do
I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when it hurts so bad
The best that I've had
And I'm so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy

There's only
ONE thing
TWO do
THREE words
FOUR you
I love you
There's only
ONE way
TWO say
Those THREE words
And that's what I'll do
I love you (:

2010-01-14T02:07:00.000-08:00

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu

2010-01-14T02:01:00.000-08:00

Im so stupid.
When will i learn.
Im very stupid.

Its been a sucky week.
Very bad one.

Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu.

2010-01-12T05:45:00.000-08:00

Why does it always rain on me?

Tmr no schoool.Skating maybe.Maybe not.
I want to do dunno what now.Fb-ing.
Late nights i guess.K bye.

MO-TARRR-DEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2010-01-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

JI KAPE.JI KAPE.JI KAPE.

So first week of school is all over.6 more to weeks to major exam.Bloooooooody hellllllllllllllll.So my whole week i spent it with Honey.Fetching her after school everyday.Haha.Its fun yeah.And weve been seeeing each other literally for the whole week.HOW NICE! (: Im glad were happy.But its been a tiring first week for her.Jiayokkkkk Byby.You can do it!! (:

Money talk.

I swear i regret having a phone line to my name.I totally wasted loads of money on it.
I couldve gotten myself a new pair of shoes or new sets of clothing.I LITERALLY spent all my attachment cash on it.How sucky that is.I couldve gotten all the stuffs ive been wanting for so long.Now im using prepaid instead.Thank god?
Now im considering,should i just give up my dream of a bike?

Aku Rindu Sayang Kamu.

2009-12-28T23:44:00.001-08:00

I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU HONEY!

(:

2009-12-26T09:45:00.001-08:00

Ive been having late nights during my holidays.The 2nd week is coming to an end.I love the late nights cause its just peaceful.I have all the quiet moments all to myself unlike in the day when its all hectic and noisy in my house.I guess they just dont know how to bring themselves in the presence of others. My dad has been very kind and patient enough to tolerate them and be very nice to them.But deep inside i know hes not showing his true feelings cause theyre family afterall.I have been very nice and patient too.Its just that sometimes their behaviour gets on my nerves.I still do keep my cool.One day maybe i will crack again and shove all the things theyve did back IN THEIR FACE. Allah give me strength.

ImissyouNorfadillah.

2009-12-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

"Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness"

2009-12-15T22:57:00.001-08:00

The day is dead.Thanks to the weather.Tsk.

2009-12-12T07:11:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Honey! (:
Hehe finally legal age bby!
I love you so much <3

2009-12-07T06:51:00.001-08:00

Oh yes.Its the week for fucking tests.Wasting my time studying for it.
Couldve got better things done instead. Skating,Love and more of Love and skating too.
It sucks big time.Shit i hope this week comes fast.Already i cant spend the 12th for Honeys birthday cause of my weekend job.This sucks even bigger time.Everything sucks this week.

2009-12-01T07:01:00.001-08:00

Forgive my eyes for admiring You.
You stole my heart,
The moment i met You.
Call me crazy,
Call me insane.
Each time my heart beats,
It mentions Your name.

Iloveyou (:

17.17.17

2009-11-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

Happy 20th Monthsary Sweetest! (:

I love you babe (:

PICTURE POST BEBEH.

2009-11-01T19:40:00.001-08:00

This are the pictures taken on a Saturday night at Clarke Quay with Honey (:

ILOVEYOULITTLEGIRL (:

2009-10-21T19:37:00.000-07:00

IM BACK IN SCHOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL BEBEH!
SO FUCKING RAWKKKKKS! (acap is oh so kental)

YEAHHHHHHHYEAHHHHHHHHYEAHHHHHHHHHHH.
So hopefully ill update by the end of the week.
See ya Niggas (:

2009-10-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Ive got a big egoooooooo. Ah Ah Ah.

Blabberish random things maymeanalotmaynottoooooooo.

Busy atttachment bullshitwastingkillingmeandmyholidays.

Update again soon. Adios.

2009-09-13T01:44:00.000-07:00

Fuck uh.It as if everything thats happening now is my fault.Those fuckers are living and easy life.
I have to bear with this shit.

2009-07-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Happy 16th Monthsary Honey!

Im sorry about today Love.

I Love You Very Much (:

2009-06-29T05:55:00.001-07:00

Thanks Dad.

2009-06-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

Fuck uh.I hate it when work eats into my own time.My fucking skate time.FUCK.Already burned my weekends,now my skate time.FUCK IT.

2009-05-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Last Friday,I was initially supposed to accompany Honey to collect her prize for achievers day in tanglin.I was expecting my long time sec sch good friends to be there.And they really were there.So Honey saw our "gayness" together as she said it.HAHA. So here are the pictos.

The award winner seh! (: (Ps: She beat me in Malay)

Now here are the Gay Dudes.

img src="http://i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc19/liam3210/DSC_0285.jpg" border="0"width="330" height="300" alt="Photobucket">

So here they are.And im meeting Honey for movie galore tmr!
Ily Honey ! (:

2009-05-25T23:40:00.001-07:00

'If your not afraid to be laughed, at you can do so many things' quoted by the Gonz.

HELL YEAH.

2009-05-25T07:04:00.000-07:00

How i wish that we didnt need to have papers and qualifications to live a good life here.
If only we could do something we love,our hobby and still make a living out of it.
Wouldnt life have been better then?

2009-05-21T07:31:00.000-07:00

Yelah mana nak ingat aku lagi.
Who am i right?
Easy to jiwajiwa dulu.
Bros here and there.
Now,where is all that?

2009-05-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hello.Hello.Yesterday was funfunfun day with honey.We went to sentosa for the sun sand sea.Haha damn fun sia!I like it yesterday.As usual i met her under her block dulu then i asked Honey to buy for me some food as i was super hungry!Didnt have breakfast before i went out.Haha then we headed out to sentosa! Once reached,i took out my shades and let Honey wear them. Kita feeling2 Dollin!HAHA! And we walked to the small island across palawan yaw.And we had fun there.I carried Honey and threw her in the sea with myself. Sorry by (: Then after that we swam around,minor tanning and lepkaings together! (: Unfortunately the photos arre all with Honey so i cant post them yet.When i get it ill post it. See you tmr BY! (: <3s

2009-05-16T02:25:00.000-07:00

Okay so tomorrow is our big day!Im so damn looking forward to it! right By ? (: haha and yesterday was my Girlfriend and skate day! I gave her a heart shape.ITs been a while since i folded hearts for her. So *shouting* I HOPE YOU LIKE IT BY! (: So hopefully ill be updating again next week. Maybe with some picture posts too. So Taking care people.

Ps: BY I LOVE YOU! (:

Random.

2009-04-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

The girl is wet and the boy stands up.
Its raining and there's shelter.
Random yooo.

Internet is down. Be back as soon as possible.

Skateboarding.

2009-04-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

Skateboarding.
My platform of establishment.

Dustin Dollin.
All time fav dawg!

2009-03-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

HEYHEYHEY! Okay random (:

2009-03-29T00:08:00.000-07:00

Today is a good day.Went out with my family.Its been awhile since we sat in a table eating together. Ive always believed in "A family that eats together,stays together." Haha so the conversation was afun one.It all began after my we met our old neighbour.Father was sharing his stories about girls wanting to get him and Mother was sharing her stories about guys going for her.Haha well given my so modest intelligence,I,decided to twist the conversation and relate it to me and Honey (: haha so i did something bold(HONEY KNOWS AND I WONT MENTION). BUT!To my surprise instead of the usual frowns that iget from Mother,this time she was sarcastic and smiling as she talked with my Father and me.Father has always been open with me,therefore making it easy for me to be open with him.But Mother is a tough nut to crack,fucking tough siol!So we were talking and laughing on our way home.I enjoyed it,very much.And Honey sakit ): Haiya looks like i cant meet her for a while. Get well soon SAYANG (:

NEW SKIN

2009-03-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

HAHA well now the look of the blog is updated.Haha thank you Honey for teaching me some html stuffs.Haha im so kental not to know it being a computer engineering student!Like sooooooooooo wtf.So the weather sucks today,its raining.Its also good as its so cooling.Me and Honey were caught in the rain at wcp.Saw some people that we shouldnt and didnt want to see.Haha so thats it fox.
And THANK YOU HONEY FOR TEACHIING ME! (:

2009-03-24T09:51:00.001-07:00

Wherever i go,whatever i do,ill always be in two minds.Fuck it big time,FUCK IT BIG TIME.

2009-03-13T07:31:00.000-07:00

I want Nose slides.Frontside Pop Shove it.Kickflip. and i want 17! (: pleasepleaseplease come soon!

2009-03-11T16:18:00.000-07:00

Okay im very sick right now.I woke up early in the morning to eat my medicine.My nose is killing me.And i couldnt go for my wednesday skate session this week. Well i wanna rest well and get well soon. So i can skate on friday and im soooooooooooooooooo loooooooooooooking forward to 17 yaw ! (: Haha BY 17!17!17!

2009-03-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

Initially i had wanted to ECP-ing with Honey today.Well decided to play soccer with the budak2 instead. Its fun uh.Feels like the old times,when were playing soccer together after school in the hot sun only that it was raining today and not many of them turned up.HAH! Well the later part of the day was a happier one. Haha! I met Honey straight after soccer. Since she told me to go straight. So then once we met we went to makaning session together. Hehe we ate Honeys favourite nasi ayam sambal togethergether. The uncle drinks uncle was irritating kept asking me the same old order over and over again. Hehe then after taht we went to our usual slacking place and had a laughing camwhore session.Haha Honey was always the one laughing whenever we camwhore together.There are always things that shell laugh at and well end up laughing toghether till we cant take it. So thats about it for tonight.And tmr im collecting the surprise for Honey yaw (: And maybe ill be skating after that too.I love you,Love.

2009-02-25T20:11:00.000-08:00

WELL.This is a big risk that im gonna have to take.A fucking big one.I repeat FUCKING BIG ONE.
Its do or die homies.

And im meeting Honey later.Yay! (:
Haha so that relieves me alot.But still its a FUCKING BIG RISK.

2009-02-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

Well oh wells. Last Tuesday was another special monthsary. It was the 11th for us.Im glad weve made it this far Honey (: Well on that day we had a simple date. Very down to earth. Haha we decided to go for a movie since its been awhile since we last caught a movie together. And we wathced bride wars togethergether.Haha i first i met Honey at the bus stop since she told me too.She was pretty in those earings of hers. Then we took a bus to vivo. Initially we wanted to catch the 455 screeening of the show. But since both of us were a little late,we watched the 7pm one. I had my exam before this and ended around 4. And Honey went to meet a friend of hers before meeting me. So went we reached,we headed straight to the ticketing counter and bought our tickets. Then we went walkingwalking around vivo looking at stuffs and having our usual talks together.It was fun! Then while waiting for the movie we went to the skypark for a lepaking session haha and had a good talk about somethings uh.An we saw a couple playing in small shallow pool like kids(Kira feeling lah tu HAHA!).So wtf. Then we went in the cinema at around 630 and the werent sitting people in yet.So we waited outside and saw one of my friends who was watching a movie there too. And we fianlly went in. the movie was GREAT!hahah a lot of things to laugh about. HAHA! We were laughing alot in the movie!IT was a funny one too! Haha we were laughing and laughing till the last part of the movie.It was a sad part. But both characters we happy in the end. So it was a happily ever after ending!

Then after it ended we sat aroudn first. Stretch here and there and left to the hawker center for dinner!haha it was a REALLYREALLYREALLY simple dinner.I dont know why but iwas craving for the western food there. ANd i hope you liked it Honey (: haha i had chicken chop while Honey had the happiness plate set. Haha and we drank bandung and coke. So it was a very simple dinner uh. As we ate Honey sakit pertu pulak.Hahahaha. And im happy cause i get to finish her chicken.Even though i always deny by saying that im full!haha then ill still eat her share of food. Then we headed home naik Bus. (When am i going to own my dream Yamaha Rxz?) Haha! And we sat and lepaked around Honeys area.I dont really like to sit around there. Even she doesnt like it. There are too may people that we both know hang and live around there. And there are alot of KAYPO MAKCIK. Therefore this equals to little privacy. Honey kita kena carik spot baru to lepak tau! (;

And so here are some of the photos for that day yaw!

Next Up is 1st Anniversary Baby (:

And here is something for you :

Menatap indahnya senyuman di wajah mu,
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku.
Mengerti akan hadirnya Cinta terindah,
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku.

Banyak kata,
yang tak mampu ku ungkapkan,
kepada dirimu.

Aku ingin engkau selalu,
Hadir dan temani aku.
Di setiap langkah yang meyakini ku,
Kau Tercipta Untukku.

Mesti waktu akan mampu,
Memanggil seluruh ragaku.
Ku ingin ku tahu,
Ku selalu milik mu.
Yang MenCintaimu sepanjang hidupku (:

I love you Honey.

2009-02-10T06:21:00.000-08:00

I have a dream.
Its big.
Its gonna be hard.
Ill make an effort for it.
Fuck those people.
They are the true losers.

To Honey,
honey,let me be all you need.
Insyallah ill be here,to stand by you.

2009-02-09T01:11:00.001-08:00

By if you do see my blog,this song is for you (:

Monday Morning.

2009-02-08T17:29:00.000-08:00

Well im in Foodcourt 3 now.Alone.Just finished my gems test.Well it was kinda easy.I hope ill do well enough.Even a pass will do. Haha. Oh and THANKS HONEY! For waking me up early on monday morning.Hehe thanks to you i wasnt that late yaw. I quickly left the house after breakfast.
Well the songs on 98.7 fm in the morning rocks.Great songs to get you kicking in the morning! And its gonna be a whole lot of shitty studying this whole week.Something i dread the most.Never liked studying actually.Initially i had planned to work after Os.But since i did well enough,continue to poly then.Oh well.Just got to get throught the 3 years for a good diploma then.CLOSE CHAPTER.
Well im off to my skate videos!

ILY NORFAD! (:

2009-01-19T19:02:00.000-08:00

Well oh wells.Finally i update.Haha.So the last 2 Saturday was another beautiful 17th with Honey (; Well as usual,we met under her block first. I felt like dressing up and i did. So did she yaw. Beatuiful (: Then we headed on to east coast for a chill at beach.We just love going there when theres no other places in mind. We both love sun sand and sea.HAHA! We took a bus there a long and fun one.Unfortunately honey had svere headaches so i let her rest along the trip.Haha and well keep mentioning M HOTEL randomly when we see it as some of our friends used to work there.
Then once we reached we were walking along the ususal path we always take.Haha but his time round east coast was packedpackedpacked as it was a saturday.The first time our monthsary fell on a saturday.haha so then we sat by the sea.And had our open heart talk.And our jokes.Haha those things never fail to make me smile (: then we sat around.Looking at some strange people.We saw a group of men just standing there under the shelter practising I DONT KNOW WHAT.there were standin like statues.What made themm disticnt was that they could talk and turn their heads around.Hhahahaa! they look kinda stoooopid though. soon after we went walkingwalking to parkway parade which isnt very far from the beach.We walk and went in to royal sporting house.The first of may to come.HAHHAH! well i had wanted to check out the vans shoe the have on. So we went in and Honey was busy looking for the mirror.hahaha. then after we bought the rock candy which happened to be on sale as chinese new year is around the kornar. Honeys never tried it before so i bought one packet.Haha and i already suspected that shell continue eating it as it was nice and sweet.So i let her have the first try.AND.as wel walked on,haha she kept reaching for the packet and eating the sweets sharing them with me.Hahaha. Then we headed to the bus stop and left to a place where both of us havent been to for a VERY long time. So we took 196 and left to that place. We stopped at suntec city and walked in.Honey was laughing at me as ive neve stopped there before.Haha as we walked in i saw another HUGE royal sporting house store and we went in.haha and as usual checking out the vans shoes again.and Honey went looking for a mirror again.And after much talking,Honey told me that iw wasn that worth it to wear a100 bucks shoe for skate.Haha and i looked around again then we left. So thinking that Honey knew the way,i just followed.haha and we ended up walking around the fountain TWICE.Haha it was fun We met Bear along the way.And he was working at swensen. Then finally we found an exit haha and walked up laughing.Haha so we walk and walk and croseed the road when there was a zebra crossing after walking up abit.Haha.then we went it marinda square from the back door.And we went to zara adn find ikah,Honeys friend.then we walked to ripcurl adn fourskin and checked out the stuffs.Haha and we exited the building and finally we reached our long aimed destination,Esplanade.Haha well basically we spent most of our secondary school saturdays there. She spent more.Haha but we didnt do it together.We slacked with most of the people from our school but we rarely found each other at esplanade.Hahaha.So we went to the rooftop and sat there for an hour plus.Then we had an open talk.Finding for stars and we looked down towards the riverside. We saw alot of kental kids.Haha then we went down and sat by the river just looking at the place. Looking at alll the people around us. Oh and reminiscing secondary school days. THen at around 9 plus we left.We took a train home. Both of us were happy going to that old place. And were kind of contented in the train.Smiling and joking.She was kind of irritated with me thought.heh. she was sweating so i didnt mind at all.
Then we sat around near her area for a while to cool down a little. And after that i sent her home. So both of us went home happyhappy! Well oh wells in one month and two weeks is an uber big day for us!haha so ill be counting down Honey!
So thats it for now. bye people!
and ILY HONEY (:

2009-01-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

Haha people of the world arise.
The world is dead.
Mati besok skate competition siol.

Oh ya honey,the songs for you (:
ILY!

2008-12-25T01:35:00.000-08:00

Today is the typical fucking boring day where i fucking rot at home like an idiot.

Asyraf = Idiot,Jerk,Asshole.

Baby,im really sorry about monday honey.
Im just so so sorry honey ):
im a big jerk.
a big idiot.
a big assholle.
like a fucker i am.
and my parents are still treating me like a13 year old eventhough im FUCKING 17 ALREADY!
i just dont undertand why they wont let me spend and enjoy the whole night out onnew years eve and thon till the nex day.
This SUCKS BIG TIME.
Im FINALLY 17 ALREADY.PLEASE.

2008-12-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

HONEY HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!
haha i know you waiting very long for this day already!
I love you ver much baby!

2008-12-07T17:06:00.000-08:00

So now i update in the early morning of Hari Raya Haji. Haha FUCK MST ADN ALL THE FUCKING TESSTTTT.NABEI! ahha so fuck all of it.
Im going to fucking enjoy my holidays. The Basic schedule will be,Skate,Go out,skate,Go out,SKATE!Thats how my holidays are gonna be.
And yesterday i met Honey (; haha yesterday was one of the great outings with her.
Initally had wanted to go out with someone else to get a PRESENT.But changed my mind.haha SORRY UH SITI! Well little does Honey know that i have a surprise up my sleeves for her.So well wait and see next week.HAHA! To all muslims Selamat Hari Raya Haji EH!

And I LOVE YOU HONEY (:

2008-12-01T05:09:00.000-08:00

This is for you Honey.
Its killing me when i cant talk to you.
Im beginning to go crazy when i think of You Love.
Im pulling my hair ,biting my nails,grinning my teeth right NOW.
Just badly thinking of when im going to meet you again Baby.

That irresponsible bastard.

And i miss you,And I Love you,Very much.
That's true.

And to Wawa if you see this,
PLEASE tell Fadillah for me (:
thank you sister.

2008-11-16T06:57:00.001-08:00

I am in love with you.
You set me free.
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me.
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you.
I'll never leave.
Just keep lovin' me,
The way I love you loving me.

Insyallah well make it for the rest of things to come Honey.
After so much,that weve been through together.
I Love You Very Much.

2008-11-16T06:57:00.000-08:00

2008-11-13T17:54:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday some happy happened to me. Haha Honey dyed my hair for me!haha WOOHOOO!!At first we went to jp and looked for her prom accesories.Haha then after that we bought the dye for my hair. Then we ate chicken rice togetheregether.hahahha!then after that we took a bus to somewhere private where we always go. Then Honey dyed my hair for me. It was very sweet and nice of her.Haha With tender loving care of course.And she made a mohawk out of my hair while shes dyeing it.hahhaha. Then after we washed my hair and stuffs.Haha and then we sat and talked.It was fun and nice having her by my side.

ILYVM HONEY (:

2008-11-12T22:30:00.000-08:00

Im in school now.I had a glorious day with Honey yesterday.We went shopping.HAHAH!It was fucking fun as we went looking for her things.Finally using i could spend on her.So well it was rather well until it rained.Its been so long since we last went out and when we went out it rained.What a day.Haha.

Nowadays,i feel down.Theres nothing to do anymore,at home.
I hope you understand Honey.
I love you very much.

2008-11-11T04:00:00.000-08:00

Well its times like this i wish i had shut up. Just settle down and study and skate.
Me and my big mouth.Hah fucking hell.Most of the time i just dont realize my actions and words really do make someone unhappy till its too late. Hah wtf.Why am i like this?

Picture Random PostPostPost.

2008-11-05T17:16:00.000-08:00

Kita Together Gether.

The Dude.

The Babe.

Cinta.

2008-11-02T04:31:00.000-08:00

Today aku sangat happy siol.
Haha i went out with my family today after so long.We went to imm. Thats because im going to upgrade my line and get a new phone.BUT this time round i was paying for myself. Haha after much walking we went to the singtel shop.I decide to renew my line and i got a sony ericsson phone YAWW! My dad knew the sales lady as we had bought phone from her before. So we got a free gift along with it.Haha a portable speaker for hnadphone.And guess what? the phone cost me 200 bukcs of my moneylhaha both my parents said that ill learnd to take care of my phone as i used my own money.so yeah.its precious cause its all my hard earned savings. 200 bucks.another whole in my pocket.haha now my next aim is a new deck.my deck is rabak gila already.nto a pro.still kental and learning.

and yesterday i was even happier! i met Honey yaw! (: haha yesterday was baik gila.we met at je lib. to study.haha actually honey went there first to find a place.ahah she ended up at our usual place beside the toilet at the second floor. haha so we studystudystudy.actually honey did most of the studying and i only did more of playingHAHAHA.then after that we went to imm to have our lunch.this tiem,i did all the eating.haha eat my favourite laksa and teh ice!POWER SIOL.
then after that Honey nak makan ice cream.then dont want.hahahah.
so we headed ooffff to wcp! and to our usual place.one end of wcp where its not very packed.
then we set by the sea.and the sun happened to be setting.so it was VERY NICE especially with your Love. then after that we took pictures.unfortunately i cant post it up as the pics are with Honey.hehe.in her camera.so next time then.so we talked about my job.weekned job.haiya,luckyly my saturdays are free so i can spend it with HONEY! (: and after that i lied down.and Honey lied down on me too.be no hanky panky eh!hahawe were just enjoying each others company.at that point of time,i wished if only we could do that over again.it just felt great with her.you just feel very happy with your love. then we joked around haha and as usual i was the one teasing her and stuffs.we talked and laughed like nobodys business.haha then it was already around 10. then we had to leave ): we went to mac first as i was hungry again.hahahah.then Honey suddenly said that her stomache was in pain.so we quickly walked to the bus stop.and i was eating the fries along the way.hahah.so luckyly the bus wasnt that late.then we naik bus and i sent her home.as usual i felt bad and sad when we had to leave.and i got my kiss cheekss!!!!!haha.so it felt better.but icant help worrying about her.theni went home adn just kept msging her accompanying her.shes done alot for me.

Baybay,thank you very much for everything love.
Now its just a few days more to your o levels.
Do your best Honey.i believe youll do well and you can shut all those people who doubted you.
i love you very much Honey (:

2008-10-30T16:55:00.000-07:00

Okayokayokay updateupdateupdate.
SO far this week has been long and draggy. Class room boredom.F.O.S.Haha.Well on a tuesday i gave Honey a surprise on tuesday.While she was studying at 518,she told me to go home straight from school and not meet her.BUT, surprised her by hugging her from the back while she was studying.Haha i saw a smile.But Honey still asked me why i didnt go home. Then i slept and accompanied her studying.In the end we drew a montage HHAHAH!It was nice.It all rotated around a union jack flag.

THen on a wednesday i rushed home straight after school to rest of course. Thats because im going skate a Bukit batok again after so long!Woohoo!Its fun to skate threre.Totally street style.Well im happy to see the usual bunch of skaters still there and i met some new poeple too.SKate is fun.Its even more fun skating with them!Then after that the bois in blue came to tell us off soon after that we headed home. ANd i got news of Vans Shoes Sale. 19 bucks per shoe siol!I grabbed one.
Asked ajib to buy for me yesterday.haha!and i got a pair of rowley squares siol!BAIK KAPE!But its in blackblackblack.hahha
And later im going to meet HONEY YEAH! WOOHOO!!!!! Well be meeting for lunch,then spend time togeteher first befroe i go to skate.Cant wait already!

Ily baby (:

2008-10-24T01:11:00.000-07:00

Well i havent been updating for 2 whole weeks.basically nothing much has happened.two weeks of school has passed.how tiring it can get.some of my classmates area gay bastards.HAHA its the fact and i dont like it.well my monthsary celebration with Honey this month was the best.she had planned a sweet surprise for me (: THANKS HONEYLOVEY! haha but school sucks.got my exam papers back and its a very huge disappointment for me.i hope it was a wake up call.so now im gettin ready to go out for skate bebeh!

2008-10-22T07:04:00.001-07:00

why am i like this.

2008-10-06T22:53:00.000-07:00

Roses are Red.
Violets are Blue.
I know its old-fashioned,
but i still Love You.

Now comes another real test for us.
Insyallah well pull through.
Together,US.

Norfadillah bte Anwar,ILY.

2008-10-05T07:41:00.000-07:00

Pukilah korang.Nak step power.Nak step mana aja.

2008-09-30T17:48:00.001-07:00

Every TEENAGER has their own good and their big dreams.
I have a Legacy.

2008-09-27T06:40:00.001-07:00

I fucking hate it when im forced to do something i dont want to.

Talk.Talk.Talk.

2008-09-22T07:15:00.000-07:00

Well recently i havent been talking to my family much.Its not that theres nothing to say.Its just hard to say things out.Well my father has been troubled over his work.I usually talk to him.Joke around.He treats me like a friend.We do talk like one.BUT, the line is still drawn.Im still his son so must respect.So for now i cant talk to him.Just let him some peace of mind.For him to think and stuffs.My mother is VERY HARD to talk to.I dont usually tell her things like i do with my father.This is because shes TRADITIONAL minded.Its really hard to tell things with her.Shes conservative about things.I dont think shes all opened up to talk to.Very hard.But with these characters,she so called helps keep me on track.What to do and what not to do.Often i have to keep secretive about who im going out with.Why.Where.Most of the time i spend it with Honey.And i dont reaelly think it time to talk to her about these things.She doestn really apporve it.So ill continue being secretive as usual.Among all my friends,i only tell her about Weijun,Izuwan,Isham.Thats cause theyre my really good friends.Brothers as we call it.
And as for my REAL YOUNGER sibling.Hes an asshole.Always finding hundred and one reasons to rake up truoble with me.Find trouble with me.
So most of the time the ONLY ONE i talk to is Honey.Ive been telling her everything.My Everything.We joke together.School stuffs.Family stuffs.Other peoples stuff.Haha.IT such a pleasure to talk with her.TO have her in my life.

Ily Honey.
Thanks for everything Love.
(:

2008-09-21T16:20:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT TO MEET HONEY ON SATURDAY!WWWWWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOWW!!!

So last Saturday we finally went out.After waiting for me to recover well.WOOOW!I was very happy to see her last saturday.That certainly made my day.The best times are when youre spending it with your loved ones.Well as usual i met Honey under her block at 3.But i was a little late though.Hehe.I was rushing like mad that i wore my socks the other way around.Thats cause ive been planning to watch a movie together.And wanted to get to Vivo fast to get the tickets.So as soon as i reached shes was there already waiting.Sorry Honey (: .Then we straight away headed to vivo city.Took a bus there.Haha in the bus Honey was taunting me to beat her high score(ACT!) for the game in her handphone.And i was unable to beat her.Probably cause i cant concentrate on the moving bus.Hahaha or its just an excuse.I was spending the time trying badly to beat her high score and layaning her.But too bad i wasnt anywhere near it.So as soon as we reached,i was forcing Honey to walk fast.As she wanted to catch "my sassy girl".And the only show was at 415.Once we reached we quickly queued up.BUT.When we were looking around for "My sassy girl",it wasnt there.Our hopes were dampened.Honey wanted to watch the movie.So did i.The wasnt even the title on display.So we were discussing whether ro watch "wall-E" pr "The Days".Talk and talk and talk and we decided on "The Days" a local gangster movie.I will saw WOOW! for this movie.You guys should watch it.Its not only about gangsterisms in the 90s.There were also morals behind it.Its great.Really great.The fight scenes were real enough too.Oh and when were in the cinema,me and Honey weere the only Malays around.HAHA!Cool shit.The movie was at 630.After buying the ticket and all its just around 415.So we went outside and sat by the sea.Well we were talking about me mostly.We opened up about a few things.Then after that we took lotslots of pics.Haha maybe ill post them up when ive gotten them from Honey.Maybe.Then it was back to the game.Me trying to beat her high score!!!BUt i didnt manage to do it ): I was OWNED.hahaha.Honey GOOD SIOL! Everytime it was my turn,she will distract me with everything.Pinch me lah.Pull my cheeks.Point to the air out of randomness.Talk nonsense to me.HAHAHHAH.Soon it was 6.And i still didnt manage to beat her.Dont know how she does it.Shes good.Real good.HAHA.We headed to 7-11 bought drinks and cadbury bars!As it is most likely that well be breaking our fast in the movie theater.Then we headed off to the theater.Took somemore pictures.And settled down.Once the movie start my eyes were glued to the screen.Focus fully on the movie.Then came a fighting scene.AND i miss a part of it as my mother called.Telling me time to break fast.HAH!Honey received a break fast message too.Haha.So i was happily taking out the bottle with my eyes on the screen.Then we ate the cadbury bars.Honey is a monster when it comes to cadbury bars.Hahaha.Then we continued watching.The movie was great.There were funny phrases used.And its also a sad story.As in the end they didnt end up in prison ,but instead the asylum.So after teh movie we went to EATEATEAT.Had our proper meals at banquet.I had laksa and Honey had chicken rice.I was eating fast as i was VERy hungry.Then after eating we took a bus home.In the bus we begin to talk again.Both Honey and me are facing some family truobles here and there.And iwas like telling her mine in the bus.Then we went to 512 and sat down.And continued our talk.From my p.o.v ,Honeys problem is like more major then mine.And im just worried for her.We had our couplely talk to.About her exams and stuff.And i gave her winnie-the-pooh-bear for our 6th months present.Im happy that she likes it too.And she gave me two folded hearts.Im very happy with what she gave me (: Soon time caught up with us.And i have to go home.Well its hard to go home.After spending a good time together.Having agood talk with each other.Well i got my kisses on the cheeks and a bigbig hug.That made me feel much better.Im happy.Shes happy.Were happy.I just went home a happy man (:

Honey,Wo ai ni (:

BORING!!!!

2008-09-19T07:26:00.000-07:00

Well no doubt this has got to be the worst of my holidays i guess.As it clashes with my fasting month.And since my parents are traditionally brought up,they tell me stay at home and all.Well since its fasting,youll have to be more conservative.You cant do this,you cant do that.You cant say this,you cant say that.Its so boring just to stay cropped up at home.I cant go out so often as my parents will nag.Luckily iget to go out once in a while to meet Honey! and also go for skate.Well those are the only times i get to go out.Ill have to sneak out earlier before skate to meet Honey.Well my parents so called know about this relationship of mine.My dad is okay with it.But my mum.I thinks shes got a little disapproval.Other than doing this,ill be running errands for my mum and making deliveries for her as shes making thousands and thousands of snacks for hari raya.so thats my life during fasting month cum holiday.

I GET TO MEET HONEY TOMORROW!WOOHOO! (:

2008-09-17T00:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 6th MONTH HONEYYYYYY!I LOVE YOU (:

Well today is a sucky day.Well im suppose to meet Honey for our 6th months and counting.BUT!Im down with fever for the past few days.High fever 38.4 degrees!Panas gila siol!
Shucks i cant meet Honey ): Haiya i hate spending my time at home facing the fan and eating the medicine waiting badly to recover fast.But what to do.No choice.I cant do much either.But i know this is all a test from Allah especially in this fasting month.I jus hope i have the strengt to go through it.Also i passed my first semester.Alhamdulillah.Thank god.But my results werent satisfying.My gpa was a poor score of 2.4.When i have friends getting what,3.2?Haiya.Time to start studying again when the school term starts.Got to literally pull up my socks.I admit i have been slacking alot the past semester.So my fault.

Okay so the pictures below are the times with Honey (: During studying and our outings together.Haha im posting them up so as to keep myself happy since i cant meet her today.

So thats about it.Honey ,this short piece of lyrics are truly how i feel.I Love You Baby (:

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you <3333sssss

2008-09-13T15:21:00.000-07:00

NEWSHOES!NEWSHOES!NEWSHOES!

Haha yup.Now i finally got my pair of shoes for Hari Raya and everything else.ITS DC LAH SIAL!

I got it for 100 bucks at Far East Plaza.And I went with Honey!Haha so i met her first at her block at 3.She asked me to meet her up at her corridor as she wanted to show me herself wearing the shirt i gave her.Well it fitted nicely.Maybe a little big though.Then we walked off to clementi mrt.With Honey complaining it was a hot day andkeep pestering me to go Geylang!HAHA!Once in the train Honey being very observant spotted a couple in the train arguing.Haha i dont know how the hell she was that.It doesnt seem pretty obvious to me.So in the train as usual shes alwaysteased by me.So we topped at Somerset Mrt.And we headed to Flash n Splash at Heeren.In the shop i saw the brown shoe i had wanted to buy earlier this month.It was fucking nice and on sale too!BUT!i decided not to get it first and instead we went surveying around first at other place.I couldnt make up my mind.I was just looking around comparing one shoe with another.Then we decided to leave and head to Far East Plaza.Just as soon as we reached,my eye caught a nike air max.It was a new arrival brownand green.I tokk the shoe of the shelf spin it around haha!And again i couldnt decide whether to get that shoe or something else.Even with Honeys opinions,i still couldnt make up mymind.On to the next shop.Its the place that ive been longing to go and it has the shoes that im eyeing for badly.NIKE AIRMAX!WOOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Theres loads of different design there.And also other kinds of shoes,vans etc.At first my mind was runnin crazy looking at alll of those shoes.Cant think which one to get.First i was looking at the nike,suddenly next i was looking at the Vans shoes.Hahahahaha!CONFUSED!CONFUSED!AGAin eventhough with Honeys advice and opinions and all i still couldnt decide and kept looking around the place.We were in there atalking and talking trying to decide on a pair of decent ones cause most of the shoes cost below 150 range.Which is cheap.So we stood ther for at least an 45 mins.Looking at shoes and the people going in and out!HAHA!And finally,WE ............................Moved on to the next shop!hehe.i was confused againg and again and again.Well at this shop was where i got my Dc shoes.BUT!It wasn as easy as usual.I was quite confused on this one too.The first time we went in the shop,Honey already new on the shoe that i was eyeing for so she took it and gave it to me.Its 150 bucks.So again i was turning the shoe around trying hard as usual to decide.Then i decided not to take it cause i also saw some ohter nice designs around.I saw anothe brown nike air max its was fcuking nice!but CONFUSED bebeh!So we lokeed around and around and around.Finally we had a discussion and brought it outsie to talk.With Honeys help,we settled on that shop after much decidind,discussing and brainstorming(wow!).Haha.Now the second time we went in,i decided to give the brown nike air max a try.The seller gave the shoes to me and i put it on!However dont know why but i didnt like the shoe on me.Somehow or rather it looks funny on me after putting it one.Even Honey said it looked like a typical sport shoe.Not a trendy one.Fater that my mind went blank.As i didnt liked the shoe i had been eyeing.The again we were discussing and was pointing out to me all the other nice designs.she was also reminding me of the shoes in the other shops.So Honey helped me out here pointing out all the nice designs.Then finally we came to a decision.after hours of searching finally we settled on that Dc shoe.HAHAHHA!Honey was talking to me like my mother when we were picking the shoe and buying it.So we setteld for the shoe and left the shop.Felt happy.Very happy.Haha and Honey was complaining how troublesome i was.And its the first time she ever saw anyone as confused as me when getting shoes.I jokingly said i regrettes buying the shoe and she gave me that irritated face.And we laughed i t out!haha!So after that we walked around i initially had wanted to get Honey something special to surprise her.BUT!after looking at her tired and all afterentertaining me and my nonsense haha !,i couldnt get one.But instead,Honey was the onewho got me something special instead.wont tell you what.hahahaha!so after that we tried to find a place in far east to breakfast.However didnt manage to as every single halal place to eat was already packed with people!we went to 7-11 instead.got oursleves ice lemon tea and CADBURY FRUIT AND NUT!WOOHOOWWWW!so we walked and walked and walked till we reached paragon and we sat outside it waitning to break our fast.i was still felling happy ove the shoes and the thing Honey bought me.soon after it was time.had our first dringk aftet a long day of thinking and decisions!hahaha!then aftet that we headed to heeren again looking around for shirts but still couldnt get anything.then we headed home.we went to aye to have our proper meal.chicken rice!haha it was a simple meal though.but when its with your love,its just special.so after that we sat around taking pictures.joking and laughing at each other.soon came the time to go home.shucks.i hate it when i have to go home after meeting Honey.haish.it just feels heavy.so i sent her home.i got my kisses on the cheeks (: that made me feel much better.so i went home againg smiling to myself.thinking of the whole day we had spent together with each other.

all my lifffe
ive prayed for someone like you
i thank god that ive finally found you.
I Love You Honey (:

2008-09-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

BORINGBORINGBORING!This is how it feels for the past few days.BUT!Luckily i got to meet Honey on Wednesday.Well i was supposed to accompany her study.But in the end we watched a movie on my laptop instead.HAHA!Well we watched a horror movie titled "The Sisters".Its a Thai movie.It was quite scary.The fucking ghost always appeared out of nowhere.HAHA!Yet again,Honey saw another side of me.My kental side.hahahhahahahh!Well thanks alot Honey for laughing at me throughout the movie!I admit that i was kental hahhahahaha!Straight away after the movie,Honey went back to her studying.But it was only for 15 mins.And after that she went on to read her book.I was as usual distracting her.And we were both laughing at the story.It was all mushymushy and stuff.Imagine reading about" a couple crying when making out?".HAHAH!What a joke it was.We were laughing all the way till she decided to stop reading.I couldnt stop myself.Well Honey reads a book pretty damn fast bebeh!She finished a single chapter in just 10 mins.She loves reading books.I dont.HAHA!Im not so much of reader.But i do still read the newspaper!And im meeting Honey later before skate!YAY! (.So thats about it.

Come next Wednesday,
Its another special Day.
The day we fell in love,
Over and over again.
Time will say its our 6th months together.
I hope we will remain together.
I Love You Honey (:

2008-09-03T01:07:00.000-07:00

OKay so i havent been blogging for quite sometime already.And i can only recall from the 30th onwards.
30th.
On this date i met Honey.And we went out.haha wells the initial plan was to go to bugis.I wanted to look for a necklace.For myself of course.haha.But it had a twist.She didnt want to go there.SO!We went to Labrador park instead.We havent been going day for 2 months already.Haha usually we go there on our monthsaries and for our ooutings.Before meeting,Honey was holing on to a stack of paper.Sooo we took 30 there.And in the bus she was folding hearts for me.Aww.Luckily when we reached there,it stopped raining already.And we have to walk through that long stretch of road before we can reach the place.Oh and Honey is one hell of a prankster.HAHAH!I wont walk beside her when there are trees above us.Especially after it rained.HAHA!Cause she will stall you and the pull the tree branch above you and shake it till all the dew drops on you.HAHA HOW EVIL CAN SHE BE!But I still Love Her.Luckily i wasnt very wet.And i tried doing the same thing to her,however it was unsuccessful.Haha because Honey decided to walk not so close to me and away from the trees.HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA!After reaching BUY ICE CREAM!The we sat directly opposite the sea.And we had this talk on all the things happening around.Both the good and the bad of those things.Since this maybe the last time i see her before fasting,we had our heart to heart talk too.While were talking she was still folding the hearts for me.She managed to complete 3 already.The things we talked about ar ver personal.So i wont put it here.As we talked,time fle and it was already 7.So we decided to head to vivo and catch a movie.However,our movie plan was cancelled.As we wanted to catch 4bia.And the earliest was a midnight movie.We had to do somthing else then.We walked straight to the ripcurl shop and looked around.And i found a ppair of globe shoes.Both of us agredd it was effing nice bebeh!I had wanted to get this for hari raya.and we went to topman.haha and we were surveying shirts for me and also something else. after that we went to eat at banquet.Ended up i was the one eating.haha then we went outside and sat.Honey TAUGHT ME HOW TO FOLD HEARTS!HAHA and i know how to fold already.The papers she took werent exactly 17.It was 19.Andwe managed to fold 8.I was still struggling badly.trying to fold those hearts.If only time would stand still,and i can spend all the time with you Honey. Time didnt allow us that,and it was time to go home.How heavy my heart was.We got on our bus home after half an hour of waiting.And badly didnt want to go home.Honey gave me the rest of the paper for me to fold now that im a pro.haha.And my last longlonglonglonglongbigbigbigbigbig hug.Cause i wont see her till our 17th.DUE TO FASTING.

31st
This day wasFamily day.Every sunday is for my family.nothing else.so we went SHOPPING for our hari raya clothes!woohoo baikkape!So we headed to queensway first.This time round i let my dad spend for my brother first.after entering i spotted a fucking nnice nike air max!the price was 180 bucks.its rather expensive.but very nice!then my brother bought his clothes ,his long dreamt of shirts.he is still a youngster and tryinhg to find a sense of identity.i dont fucking understand his fashion.HAHit took 30 mins for him to decide on a shirt.then after that we went to our usual place to buy jeans.the indian store.we always get discounts there as the fella knows my dad well.my dad is his usual customer from his younger days.so i bought two pairs of jeans.one black and brown.the brown is hot.i also bought a long sleeve shirt.its white.then after that we looked around for shoes.my borhter as usual cant decide on a pair of shoe.me too.there many that cauhgt my eye.such a pain.haha.then we left to vivo.we went straight to topman.and i got my checkered shirt there!WOHOO!!!!after that we ate at fig and olive.then i brought my dad to the ripcurl shop thinking of getting the globe shoes i saw the previous day.BUT NO LUCK!THERE WAS NO SIZE!the smallest was size ten.what a disappointment.then after that wwalked aorund for a while.a dn we headed home

form the 1st to the 3rd are first three days of my fasting.how boring it can be just to stay at home.and i cant see my LOVE.haish.

not seeing you,
can be such a challenge.physically and mentally.
the heart misses you.
so do i too.
ily honey (:

2008-08-26T00:37:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EXAMSSS ARE FUCKENNNN OVER MATES!hahah hell jyeah!no more exams and 6 weeks of HOLIDAY BEBEH!BUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!I still have to worry over the fuckenn results.Fuck it.Well for now,lets enjoy my time bebeh!I have been meeting Honey for the whole of last week.We went studying(HAHA) at a remote area near west coast park.There are alot of Banglas.FUCK.Irritating they were alright.well its a nice place to study.quiet and peaceful.And we met up again yesterday.helped her in dnt.gosh this maybe the last week well be seeing each other.next week,PUASA SIOTS!haiya.lonely september indeed.

2008-08-12T02:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i met up with HONEY.We went studying at taman jurongs mac.Before that i had to rush as i was playing soccer with my classmates.I forgot to take back my tshirt.THANKS ZAMMIL FOR HELPING.HAHA.So i was sweating heavily.And smelled a little.SORRY HONEY (: Then we went to jumbo to buy some face cream for me.But didnt find the one i wanted.So we headed off to taman jurong.After reaching,me and Honey saw something sweet,BUT sad.It was carved on the pavement.Names of two used to be lovebirds,now no longer.Wont mention their names here.We were a little sad looking at it.Then we walked off.Entering the mc,went to the back,settled down and studied.WOOHOOO!I got a sundae treat from Honey (: . I quickly finished mine,while she was slowly eating eat.HAHAHA.Oh well we studied until around 7 then we left off.I wanted to get sth to eat before sending Honey home so we stopped at the hawker center.Saw her sister.And she said MY MUM IS HERE.So Honey was all panicking.Dont walk here.Walk there.Walk here.HAHAH how cute.Then i decided to eat at 508.After that was the moment.I TOLD HONEY TO HELP ME Squeeze those thinngs under my nose!HAHAHHA!WHAT A SIGHT!Well this was the first time i did it.What more with my GIRLFRIEND SIOTS!HAHAHHA!Well of course it was painful.And this is the first time Honey ever saw me so kental!HAHAHAHA!IF only i had took a video of it.I was laughing in pain and also out of my kentalness!And as usual haha i love getting pampered.Whenever im with Honey,she lets the-kid-in-me out.And i was just constantly wiping the blood oozing out.OH YA!AND I ALSO SAW how VIOLENT HONEY CAN BE!The last squeexe,i saw her evil and violent side!MUAHAHAHHA!After that she was saying about how kental i was and all.HAHHAHAH!and tthen it was peace and calm again.And we began our usual talks about our realtionships.Other couples relationships too.And how to improve on ours.It was a nice talk we had.Something i just love doing with Honey. After that she gave me a Winnie the Pooh bear.And it has a pouch which contained two small paper hearts.Containing sweet words.THANKS HONEY (: And i was smiling on the way home.Eager to find out the content.And she never failed to leave me smiling and happy.Shes a sweetheart.Well i cant wait to give her my gift for our fifth month. (:

And today i wooke up in the morning as usual.Was tired as i slept only 230 am yesterday.
Rushed to school to catch my lab test.What a disappointment.And Honey was again there for me.Consoling me.Thanks Baby (: AND HONEY GOT A1 FOR MALAY O LEVELS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOSH she beat my marks alright.I only got an a2.Now i lose out to her.HAHA.But im happy she made it.And did it well!KEEP WORKING.ANd i cant wait for this Sunday (:

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to

I'm all about lovin' you.

I love you Honey (:

Love

2008-08-05T05:08:00.001-07:00

Love.
It isnt just a feeling.
Its what we do.
Its what you do together.
More than words.

2008-08-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

Alright.Im in class now.And its such a bore.Fuck this module.Waste of time.Actually my real intention to blog is because,i wont be meeting Honey till next week.Gosh.Studies are killing our time.However i weill be waiting patiently.When i meet you itll be our 5th month TOGETHER.And i am looking forward to it.I hope itll be a fun day for us.GOSH I CANT WAIT ANYMORE!Anyway,maybe ill be going out with the brothers on Saturday for National day.Its been a while since I went out with them.Busy with my own things.Honey will be going out with her girlfriends.So she wont be following me then.I hope well get to meet this week.Anywhere will do.

In 2 more weeks,will see us for the 5th month.
Theres still more to see,
and more to come for us.
Rest assured it will be togehter.
We will make it together.ILY Honey (:

2008-08-01T21:17:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOO!Yesterday i went skating.But i didnt skate in school.Instead,i followed ajib to bukit batok.Skated at a badminton court in the middle of the hearlands.This place is a hotspot for new skaters and the old ones,despite a skatepark located nearby.Ive been skating there for a month.Its great.The kids there werent aroogant an they were easy going too.So reached there around 7.Met up with the usual kids.Well as usual,i was still trying my POP SHOVE-IT!Landed the trick a few times but it wasnt a clean one though.And after that i tried my 180 ollie.WOOHOO!I BURNED THE TRICK MAN.Finally managed to do it.BAIK LAH SIAL!I kept trying and trying.At around 930,the bois in blue came. After weeks of skating there,so far no complaints.Not until yesterday.It was 2 of them.As usual,coppers always lecture people after receiving complaints.Luckily we werent summoned but let off with a warning.After they left the hotheaded skaters continued to skate there.Another group came.Ajib,me and Tew left off in search of another place to skate.In the end we settled for a multi-storey carpark.The floor was fucking smooth.Just a slight push can set you to speed.Ajib and Tew,the pros,decided to ollie or flip down the stairs.BLOODY HELL THEY ARE FUCKING GOOD!While they doing that and trying to land their tricks,i was just trying to jump on to a curb.Managed to land it once.But i fell off sooon.And the were crazy landing heelflips down the stairs!After landing it a few times more,we decided to go off.SKATE IS GREAT BEBEH!

So later im going to meet HONEY to study!WOOOOHHHHOOOOOO!Cause i always meet her once a week only,ill spend every second and make every second count.

When I’m with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you.
Wo ai ni Honney (:

2008-07-29T04:15:00.000-07:00

Well i had a hard fucking day today.All because of that stupid idea module.Bullshit.Im im very frustrated at the teacher.BLOODYHELL!!!!!The lab technician is better.He doesnt even offer help.Basically this lesson spoilt my day.My mood was gone.And had a hard time doing things.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!1